I'm not one who is new to long distance relationships. Almond and I had done it several times. As with any relationship, it shouldn't be too difficult, but at the same time, it's not easy. In a nutshell, these are the most important take away points I've learned.
Usually, there is very little time to spend together (i.e. on the phone). You usually see only the best of each other at those times, and would rather not bring up topics that are not so happy. Sometimes, important issues can get swept under the rug because you don't want to waste this precious time you have together. Similarly, these items which get swept under the rug can get pent up and explode into a very ugly situation.
LeBlanc has been away on business in Australia for the past month. Having a 16 hour time difference puts some strain on our relationship. We talked about it before he left, and one of the things we were going to work on was communication and trying to include each other in our daily goings, with a combination of phone calls, texting, and e-mails.
As hard as we both try, one person usually does more of the above than the other. In my case, I felt a little neglected when LeBlanc and I hadn't talked in a few days. I knew that he had been working really long hours, and could just picture that when he came home, he would just collapse into sleep. But still. I wanted a call. I am his girlfriend. I am human. And I am selfish. Hmmph.
I also happened to be having a not-so-great week at work. I was afraid that I would be mad with feelings of pent up neglect by the time LeBlanc finally called, so I texted him a "heads up".
Des: I am feeling neglected.
LeBlanc: Terribly sorry... Meant to call you last night but fell asleep as soon as I got home. What are you up to now?
Des: At work.
LeBlanc then called. It was so great hearing his voice and the anger melted away. I told him about my week, and he told me about his. His project had hit somewhat of a stand-still and he wasn't sure if he would be back in Toronto (his project was originally 7 weeks overseas). I was almost afraid to hope that he'd be back for fear of it not happening.
Anyway, after our brief chat, I went back to work, and he got up to start his day.
I got an e-mail shortly after.
To: Des
From: LeBlanc
Subject: Fwd: Awwww... Poor Piglet
Subject: Fwd: Awwww... Poor Piglet
Just wanted to remind you that I do read your messages : )
-- LeBlanc
To: LeBlanc
From: Des
From: Des
Subject: Re: Fwd: Awwww... Poor Piglet
Thanks :)
I do send a lot of them. I guess I think of you often.
I did feel a little miffed last night and this morning. These if a part of me that is understanding, and a part of me that is not, and sometimes they clash. I just feel how I feel, and figured I should let you know so that I don't explode on you, and squander the little time we do have to talk being mad. I know you are working a lot and long hours, and frustrated about your project. And I don't want to add to your stress, and I hope that I am not.
I hope your project works out, I know how much you were looking forward to it. I am excited for you! And I will keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.
*kiss*
-- Des
To: Des
From: LeBlanc
Subject: Fwd: Awwww... Poor Piglet
Subject: Fwd: Awwww... Poor Piglet
That e-mail made me smile a lot... especially on the inside.
I hope that's what you were going for.
-- LeBlanc
Then the playful text banter. My favourite part!
Des: I probably should have added in the e-mail that patience is not one of my virtues.
LeBlanc: It's OK... Luckily, I'm a wonderful person.
Des: Yes, as wonderful as your are modest.
LeBlanc: Yes... Lots of both. (Said with a smile).
Des: Sounds perfect. Now you only need a spice rack*.
*Inside joke. I was impressed with this guy my friend is dating because he has a spice rack in his apartment. Lame, I know.
Update: LeBlanc came back yesterday afternoon! Hooray! And he brought a little friend for me, Mr. Koala aka Mr. K.**
**This is not an actual picture of Mr. K, but he does look very similar.
What are your experiences with long distance relationships? And what words of wisdom do you have to share about you long distance experience?
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